Dear Readers,
So, so far I’m sticking to my blogging schedule. Kind of, kind of not. *trails off* I mean, this post is late on, isn’t it! Maybe I’ll post on Monday’s & Thursday’s from now on, instead of Sunday & Thursday – I guess we’ll soon find out.

Anyway, today I’m going to be talking about my ‘Fresh start’. I know – please forgive me, I know what it’s like to see thousands of ‘2019 goals’ type of posts in the Reader (which I seriously need to catch up on, by the way – don’t be offended if I haven’t looked at your latest posts! ๐), and just sigh because of the sheer number of posts being posted everyday (is it just me? It’s just me, isn’t it…).
This will hopefully be the last ‘2019 goals’ themed post, but please enjoy.
For me, this post holds a certain special meaning about the direction my life is going to go, and most of all, it fills me with hope. It means a lot that you have read this far already. ๐
I wish for us all to have a fresh start.
It’s a new year; it’s time for reflections, new goals & aspirations, new experiences (both the good and bad) and undoubtedly change. I’m pretty sure that we all have changed and grown as individuals compared to this time last year. Inevitably, it’s going to happen. We don’t know what’s around the corner, what God or whatever or whoever you believe in has in store for us. We can’t see into the future (although I do know some people that would love to be able to). We just have to accept & try to manage whatever gets thrown our way.
My Fresh Start:
I left 2018 in a very bright, happy place, but I also ended 2018 in a lonely place in terms of my friendships. Things had been bad with my friends for a while, and I struggled to see an end to it, or a place for those friendships to heal. This year, however, I’m hoping for a Fresh Start. I am hoping that I shall meet a few new people that will bring joy to my life, and the lives of those around me. I’m hoping I will be able to once and for all amend my previous friendships or say a tough (or perhaps not so tough) goodbye to people that no longer support me, my morals & my judgements. It would be great to become close to a few of the people that I was originally really good friends with again. Gosh, I hate being weary of people, it’s too much effort even though I’m only being weary to try & protect myself.
I’m also hoping for a Fresh Start with my love for the school I am currently attending. It truly is a good, ‘solid’ school, but I guess I fell out of love with it when things with my friends got bad. There was no-one I felt I could tell or trust to spill out my emotions on a particularly bad day. I guess I felt alone: and sometimes it’s not good to feel alone, especially in an environment such as your school. And the teachers, ooh, please don’t get me started on them! ๐ They definitely weren’t great throughout this! *stopping before I say too much*
Anyway, to fall back in love with my school & it’s environment would be GREAT. Seriously, you’ve no idea how much it would mean to me to not only love my precious education, but to love the environment it’s given to me in.
And finally, I’m looking for a Fresh Start with my health. I know this is a very bold thing to say, but I always seem to be tired (I know school is partly to blame), and the truth is it’s not good for me. Even throughout the Christmas break, I was still pretty tired ๐ค . I’m definitely going to try & maximise the time I spend asleep in bed! ๐
On top of this, I want to become more fit & exercise more on a regular basis. I mean, I can’t keep eating chocolate & not exercising much… I’m pretty good at eating my fruit and veg, so hopefully the next few steps will get me on the road to even better health!

Do you want a Fresh Start for 2019? What do you want your Fresh Start to include? Do you have any particular ‘Fresh Start’ goals for 2019? What do you want your 2019 to look like?
I hope you all achieve your Fresh Start.
XOXO,

Good luck with school – you’ll be fine! Great resolutions!
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Thank you! ๐๐ Autumn x
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Love how honest this post is! Things with my friends have been tough too, and I really want to surround myself with the people in school that make me feel happy… things will get better with school too ๐
Charlotte x
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I get what you mean, thatโs my end goal too – I hope things with your friends improve for you soon ๐. Thanks for the lovely comment! Autumn x
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These sound like great goals! Good luck! ๐ And the balloon photo at the end is super cute! ๐
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Thank you so much! (I know – sadly itโs not mine ๐ข, but itโs still a lovely pic!) Autumn x
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This is a great post. I feel like Fresh Starts are good to have for a new year. Fresh start with school, family, anything. It was awesome seeing what you wanted a fresh start with. I understand about friend troubles. I used to be in a trio but one left us, but I feel like it was better off this way. So I totally understand where you’re coming from, I’ve been through some of it too. Hope I can help! โค
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Thank you so much Ara for your sweet comment – it made my day ๐! I agree, fresh starts are definitely good for a New Year! Glad itโs better for you & your friend too! Autumn x
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Hun, Iโm sure your school friends will realise what a supportive, loyal friend you are! ๐ Because if you are like you are on your blog, then Iโm surprised people are begging to be your friend โจ Earlier this year, something really bad happened to me, that I really struggles to get through, but you know, what got me through it was my friends. My bestie was always messaging me asking how I was, she really cared about me, so if you even want to talk, Iโm here โจ Anyways, enough of that depressing stuff, I loved reading your goals! ๐ I read the WHOLE post (usually I skim read some peopleโs posts as I literally have NO time to read word-to-word, but hey, I actually managed! ๐) Anyways, I just wanna say are Goals are pretty similar. I need to get fitter, eat more healthy and try get more sleep ๐ด Iโm tired ALL the time, and my mum is always forcing vitamins down me because I have a terrible immune system, so I really struggle, to well, not feel tired if that makes sense…?! Anyways, I always seem to write SUPER LONG comments on your post, I guess itโs cuz I like your posts so much ๐ (I really need to write shorter comments *shakes head in disappointment at self*
Like I said, youโll come through this at the other side even stronger ๐
Amber xx
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Aww! Amber I absolutely love to read your sweet comments, I’m so glad you joined the blogging community! โจ๐
I’m also really glad that your friends helped you get through your struggles last year, that’s kind of the closeness I’m aiming for again with my friends. ๐ And, thank you so much, it’s really nice to know that you’re there for me & supporting me ๐. It truly means means a lot Amber!
I’m glad you read the whole post too ๐! (I totally get what you mean, I kinda skim some people’s posts when I don’t necessarily have the time to read it all – (don’t worry, not yours though, I love your writing style! โจ)). I’m the same too, I literally always feel tired especially from school in term time ๐ข.
Don’t worry about the long comments, sorry for not replying sooner, it’s been pretty busy for me this week at school ๐ (why do teachers love to test us all the time?)!
Thank you once again, your comment means a LOT โค๏ธ! Autumn x
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Remember youโve always got friends online to lean on (and Iโm not talking about creepy old guys ๐) Good luck with 2019 ๐
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Thank you El!! ๐ (and I get what you mean ๐) I wish you all the best for 2019 too! Autumn x
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Your fresh start sounds great Autumn! I’m sorry for what you’ve been through this past year and I wish you all the best of luck with 2019. I’m always here to talk to if you need someone!
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Thank you Isabel! ๐ I wish you all the best with 2019 too & thank YOU, your sweet comment means a lot! ๐ Autumn x
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I will be praying for your fresh start!!!
I also want a fresh start. I would love to be more motivated with my schoolwork.
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Thanks Esmeralda! ๐ I hope your Fresh Start goes well too & that you become more motivated with your schoolwork – it can be hard sometimes, canโt it! Thank you once again, Autumn x
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Good luck with your goals! I hope this year brings joy and success in terms of you achieving this fresh start!
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Thank you! ๐ I hope the New Year brings joy to you & your family/ friends too! Autumn x
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Aw, I am sorry you had a rough last half of the year! Friendships are definitely complicated, and I can relate! I hope 2019 brings many wonderful memories and blessings for you, and I hope you can achieve your resolutions. Best wishes!
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Thank you Maysa! ๐ That means a lot to me! I know – friendships definitely are complicated, thereโs so many different elements that make up a relationship of any sort! I hope 2019 brings lots of lovely memories for you (and good luck with your audition season too ๐!), Autumn x
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Thanks!! ๐
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Good luck girl!!!๐
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Sounds like great goals. Good luck with school Autumn ๐
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Thank you Minnu! โจ๐ Autumn x
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Wonderful goals, I feel as though although each year is a fresh start, we shouldn’t wait until the 1st of January just to make a change, tomorrow is a new day and we can start afresh from then. Great post! xx
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(First of all – Hi Autumngirl ๐I havenโt seen you in a while ๐!)
I definitely agree, each day is a new day & a fresh start for us all! But I must say I feel more motivated to set myself goals in the New Year, do you get what I mean? Thank you ffor the lovely comment ๐โจ! Autumn x
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Hi, I’ve missed you! I 100% agree, a new year is a great time, especially as it feels so fresh and new! autumngirl xx
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wow autumn! Your blog looks so cute and professional with the new theme! I love it!
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Thank you so much Ava! โจ๐ Itโs pretty nice, isnโt it?! Autumn x
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Your very welcome Autumn! And yes it looks amazing!
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THANK YOU Ava!!! ๐ You’re so sweet! Autumn x
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Happy New Year! Your blog is so pretty and I”m in LOVE with it’s layout! Also your blog posts are all so well thought out!
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Thank you so much! Happy New Year to you too – I’m so pleased you love the layout (I have to admit that I love it too)! ๐โจ Thanks for the lovely comment, Autumn x
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Awesome!
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Thank you so much Autumn! ๐ Autumn x
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